First Semester

So as everyone knows I just finished my first semester at Howard University...What an interesting first semester it was.. Ive learnt soo much about myself and the process of college.. Yeah Ive done stuff I knew I shouldnt have and the funny thing about all of it is that Ive learnt from my mistakes. I came in with a ascholarship yes...and I definitely only need to keep a 2.0 but thats just not a GPA i want or strive for Id rather keep my highschool GPA... Wow the college experience has been all ive epected it to be and more. All the parties yes...all the parties...and the interesting events that go on at the parties.. I finally came to the conclusion about half way through the semester that sleep had to be last on my least of priorities especially after I recieved my first grades back.. I realized I had to get out of the mentality of what I did in high school because it definitely doesnt work in college..Of course wit college came the boys..yes boys because I really dont feel Ive met any men yet and that is no offense to anyone because Ive met bunch of great people at howard.. rather culture and different from my all white(pratically)..Im not airing my dirty laundry  but I did in fact make one bad choice ..hahah its funny now that I look back on it.and it is a lesson learned..one of the most valuable Ive learnt at Howard..One thing im glad for is I didnt put my heart in it...on to other thing...I guess I went into college thinking I would cheer because I am a great cheerleader..having cheered since 4th grade but none of my schools or years of cheerleading prepared me for Howard...soo that was definitely a chapter I had to close in my book but its for the best especially since I really need to get serious about my major.. I met a group of great people... Ive had crazy ups and downs but I figured out who means the best for me and who means the most...they know who they are...ROTC has definitely brought me out of my shell.. the early mornings and often late nights... the weekends and being completely exhausted. People have often asked me why and Im like really do u have to ask me because I find pride in wanting to defend my country being that I am a military brat and both my parents have put thier lives onthe line for the country.....Anyways all and all the first semester days of cafe food from Sodexho, chilling on the yard, random outtings, parties, standing in long lines for "free" parties, having interesting debates with my crazy roommate, listening to the girls on my floor play midnight soccer, sleeping and not going to class, wanting to fight girls cuz they wanted to take clothes out the dryer, "trickin" off as teni would say, just observing college...soo many events have happened which make me glad I go to Howard..even the bad parts of Howard are overshined by the events I see at Howard.... and no matter how hard it gets  imma stick out..Heres to second semester and doing things the right way

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Llewingtina C. King

TIME TO START IT BACK UP!!!!!

Dear Xangsta`

MMMPHH!!!!!!!!!Its been a minute since I actually took some time to log onto xanga...it wasnt till recently i decided it would be a healthy way to vent and perhaps find some peace of mind... soooo first heres the update on my life....I am now attending Howard University in Washington D.C. Its a love/hate relationship with me and my college...the only major problem is...college here is like high school...a place a few of yall knew I was trying to escape.. Ive been here since August. Left Germany in July for a little vacation in the N.O...New Orleans that is..had a fabulous time but how bout the first nite i actually take time to have fun...I not only get pulled over by the cops but my cousin almost goes to jail for driving TOOOO fast...whats too fast you ask?? 115...not in Germany it isnt..Its funny how i felt like we were driving normal speed..But it ended up being a greaat vacation..I moved here to D.C..its more and less than what I thought it would be but i guess with the pros come the cons..Classes are classes..who wants to go??/not i but i know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel...along with all that theres ROTC...most of yall who read this know for senior year unless I had to seriously get dressed nice I woke up at 700 and moved slow as hell to get to my first class at 755..sooo waking up at 530 and 450 at one point in time is out of my element but sooo far i complain in reality I actually like it...I defintely miss all the friends back home who wouldnt???...mmph...My grades arent shabby as I thought they would be but since the semester is closing soon i find myself having a serious case of "semesteritis" mmmph yeappp ive become lazy..anyways i actually wrote a poem taught id be able to put it on here but thats for the next time anyways till next time IM OUT

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THE ONE THE ONLY

MS KING

ever felt like uve had enough

RIGHT NOW IM SAD

wish the pain would leave

 but it lingers..

WHY ME

no answer

DO I DESERVE THIS

karma is a bitch...

IM GHOST

yeap ghost

The Beginning

So today i started my route onto fitnes...ate well except the pizza at lunch...o wells anyways went running on some german path...went into two different towns was interestin to be myself...went runnin for three reasom

1. I needed to clear my head- sooo much goin on im tired of people...ready to leave high school...
2. Needed to run cuz whoa whoa whoa im out of shape
3. Spring break prep-for all dat stuff my body will be takin hahaha

Lifes alright gotta get my essay from ms cousar tmrw and run some more..yep another hour...(ima start out with 5 times a week).then turn in my hampton application..do my scholarships ughhh soo much plus homework...i hate school right now maybe thats why i find every reason to skip...other than that life

sooo how is it that someones mom could juss bring ur day down...yep it seems as if someone's mom has done that to me ughhhh anywhoooo82 suckas

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When life gives you lemons make lemonade

Sooo life is going pretty great...Sunday went to church then came home slept then proceeded to try my human anatomy homework PUAHAHAHH didnt get far...then i find out the cheer banquet was that night sooo I quickly called Courtney who I went with...LASS ONE EVER.cheerleadin is done for me..got the COACHES AWARD.yep it was a nice experience.cant believe its over..since 4th grade and its done...maybe i wish i would have learned to tumble properly I would do it in college...anyways sooo I have to fill out my hampton application...essay topic:How should today's youth combat negative moral influences? i must like the fact of doing work cuz thats what ill be doin for the next week to catch up with everything plus on top of that my humanities teacher decides to trip cuz ive only been to class 4 class period out of 3rd quarter due to trips saying that i cant do everything...wtf is she thinkin my grades are good...shiet ughhh i hate when teachers automatically assume you cant do something...thats why i finished her project and im bout to watch th video tmrw to write my essay...UGHHH life is alright...cant wait for senior year to finish...89 DAYS BEECHES...

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